JOURNAL | CHAPTER - 02

 Today I accidently caused pain to a puppy of 5 months old. I took it in my arm and hold it like a baby.

It started kicking and trying to get away form by hands, I was standing, and it just fell off on his face and started shouting in its helping seeking tone. We, me and my buddies, took it to vet's and got it 2 injections, one for the pain and other of the calcium.

Doc prescribed 4 tablets of a medicine which cost 80rs (I paid) and quite frankly, I was acting the whole time like I don't care about a puppy's health or well-being because they are just dogs but deep inside, I was worried the whole time that people don't start to blame me for the accidently which happen by my hands but unintentionally. 

I started saying things like in a very calm manner, I was the first one to suggest, to go the vet. I don't felt pain by seeing a puppy in pain but what if felt was like question the very existence of the nature. 

"How helpless we all are."

How many men and women and children suffer. How many animals get killed either for our taste or for our entertainment.

These thoughts sometimes suffocate me as I know that my turn will when I'll get killed either for someone's taste or entertainment, or just because someone wasn't paying enough attention and things got happened, unintentionally.